What the Hell!

Is it wrong to wish that Michael would just stay in his bedroom and never come out? It is so sad that anytime he leaves his room all Hell breaks out! The joy of listening to the same old crap come out of his mouth. You never know what the hell is going on in his head. Right now he is out in the hall screaming at Tim saying the same thing over and over again that doesn't make any sense. Not only is he giving me a headache he had the dog all up set. I can't even enjoy a day at home anymore with out him having a fit! Oh now he is complaining that his head hurts No kidding My head would hurt to if I acted like a raving lunatic, So as the year comes to a end My life continues to suck! On the bright side I am going in Wed and getting my Roots touched up and having my eyebrows shaped for the 1st time. I also rejoined Curves I really need to focus on my health in the year 2011 I am getting tired of feeling this way and I am the only one that can fix this mess that I caused myself. As we come upon the new year I want to make a point to think more about me that I have and get myself "put" together I'll be 50 in June and I really want to take the time to "improve" me! Happy New year Good buy 2010 I'm glad it's over soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Living with a child with Autism

There are day's that I wish I could turn back the sands of time, Being the Mother of a Autistic child is not anything I would wish upon my worst enemy. Ever day is different we have good day's but mostly Bad day's I have tried so many different ways to help him cope with his meltdowns but nothing ever works.He gets so upset over the silliest things the repeating of the same words over and over gets on my last nerve. Holes in doors mirrors broken windows broken on and on and on..... I have tried medicine that didn't work I've tried social pages for him to see, they work a little but he always goes back to the screaming and hitting. Not only does the behavior affect him it affects the whole family the stress level in this house is beyond anything I can describe. It's a living Hell at times..... I now understand why a lot of marriages break up with a autistic child it is taking it's toll out on us. Tim of course is in Layla land when it comes to dealing with the situation , I am so sick and tired of living like this day in and day out! Where to turn too is the huge question!!!!!

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The Holiday's

Well Another year has almost gone and the Christmas season is upon us. Where did the year go? I always think that I will be ready but I never am, Why is that? I have notice that the older I get the faster time goes, There is still so many things that I would like to see and do. A lot of the reason always falls back on never enough time or Money . I have not been taking care of myself like I should and the last Doctor visit was not good. Blood sugar high and now I find out that I am anemic too . So more test to make sure that I don't have blood in my GI , All I can say is This getting older really stinks and I find it harder and harder to do and keep up with what I use to do. I am having a real hard time getting into the Christmas spirit . I am sure that working Retail all these years has a lot to do with it! In the past "people" seem to have that sparkle and were pleasant to be around but I have noticed that this year people are very short tempered and act like the world is coming to a end , with a bad attitude. The economy has a lot to do with it I am sure. Well Not much more to add so I think I will stop for now.....Later