Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Jeanne Time!


Well I have finally decided to start looking and acting more "girl y" I know about time! No really I have put off for years taking care of me and now It's my turn.. Went and got a new hair cut today and in a few weeks going to go get high lights and have my nails done. I worked out today I feel so good after wards I really need to do this more than I do. The Weight is slowly coming off and I am going to get healthy. My goal is to get into shape by the end of this year and KEEP it off!!!! And by Golly I am going to do it!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Happy Birthday Michael

Well my youngest son is 16 today hard to believe that he is already that old since he acts like he's still 5 it really makes it hard to believe.... Autism really sucks!!!!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Birthday Month And wishing I could start all over again!


Not only are both of my son's birthday this month so are 4 of my 6 brothers....
Michael will be 16 this wed. Where have the years gone? I asked him today if he wanted to learn how to drive a car...he freaked out , That's when Chris butted in and said that if Michael drives before him that the world will come to a end....For those of you who have forgotten or don't know Michael is Autistic and will never drive a car.....
My heart aches so much for him and all the things that he will never get to do as a teenage boy , Hold a part time job have a girl friend drive or even have any friends to hang out with. All he want's to do is stay in his bedroom, Both of my boys are such hermit's Where did I go wrong?????
Not only do I have him to worry about I worry about my oldest Chris who will be 21 on the 28th of March, He has no life either, HE can't drive or even try he doesn't have a job or will even try to get one all of his High school friends have moved on and gone off to College or got married and have babies already. I feel like all I do is work to just support him and his "lazy" way's Not only have I try'd to help him find a job he will not get motivated and even go out to find one. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Tired of my life THis is not what I signed up for!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 8, 2010

Tooth Ache


Oh the joy of teeth.... About a year or so I had a tooth break and I still haven't been able to have it pulled or fixed, Even with insurance It cost too damn much to go to a Dentist. The joy of Pain medicine, I will have to do something before too long I don't know how much more I can take of this!!!!