Where have I been!

Man I have not written for a very long time. I have no excuse I am just not as good about it as I should be. So much has been going on This is the year 2013... yes the world did not end like  they said it would..LOL Should have known. I wonder how many fools really thought it was going to happen and went out and maxed out all of their Credit Cards and spent all the money they saved? I bet they are kicking themselves in the butt !!!

Love my Free Books

True Blood

Loving this show .Season 5 it is about to start  Eric , Sookie and Bill

My Dear Friend

Ava  May 14,1964-June 11,2012

RIP Dear Fiend

I'll miss you!

Ava Why did you do it?

My dear sweet friend took her life on June 11, 2012 is was only 48 years old. I wonder how can One become so depressed with life that they want to end it? I am still in shock and can't believe that she is gone I just hope that she is at peace, I wish I could have been there for her . It is so hard to express my feelings , I just hope one day I will understand why she didn't want to live anymore. I love you Ava !!

Well I thought that I was going to get to finally take care of my weight gain, by having surgery to help take it off, but I found out the other day that the Insurance that
I have through Goodwill is a joke. Apparently  they don't cover it. So now I am back to square one ... but
I will take this weight off one way or another. I am sick and tired of feeling tired and achy all the time.I really need to do this to help me with my health, This week I have really been careful of what I eat and how much, Maybe that will help because nothing else is!! 

Why?

This getting older really sucks, some day's I feel  like I am going to loose my mind. there are day's that I feel like I would loose my head  if it wasn't attacked to my  shoulders, Along with going through the change I am having a real hard time trying to get this weight off and get the blood sugar under control. I need to really focus on getting my life back on track... Wish me luck Later :)