Ava Why did you do it?

My dear sweet friend took her life on June 11, 2012 is was only 48 years old. I wonder how can One become so depressed with life that they want to end it? I am still in shock and can't believe that she is gone I just hope that she is at peace, I wish I could have been there for her . It is so hard to express my feelings , I just hope one day I will understand why she didn't want to live anymore. I love you Ava !!