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Well I have no ideal what I want to write about there are so many things that are going through my mind. I feel like I am always running backwards never getting anywhere. I have no motivation to do what I need to do to help with my health, I feel so run down and tired all the time. The stress level at home is more than I would want anyone to deal with. I took the last few day's off from work thinking that I would at least get to relax some , well that isn't happening. Well I just had to get this off my chest Like it will do any good!!