Happy Birthday Michael

Well my youngest son is 16 today hard to believe that he is already that old since he acts like he's still 5 it really makes it hard to believe.... Autism really sucks!!!!

Birthday Month And wishing I could start all over again!

Not only are both of my son's birthday this month so are 4 of my 6 brothers....
Michael will be 16 this wed. Where have the years gone? I asked him today if he wanted to learn how to drive a car...he freaked out , That's when Chris butted in and said that if Michael drives before him that the world will come to a end....For those of you who have forgotten or don't know Michael is Autistic and will never drive a car.....
My heart aches so much for him and all the things that he will never get to do as a teenage boy , Hold a part time job have a girl friend drive or even have any friends to hang out with. All he want's to do is stay in his bedroom, Both of my boys are such hermit's Where did I go wrong?????
Not only do I have him to worry about I worry about my oldest Chris who will be 21 on the 28th of March, He has no life either, HE can't drive or even try he doesn't have a job or will even try to get one all of his High school friends have moved on and gone off to College or got married and have babies already. I feel like all I do is work to just support him and his "lazy" way's Not only have I try'd to help him find a job he will not get motivated and even go out to find one. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Tired of my life THis is not what I signed up for!!!!!!!!!!!

Tooth Ache

Oh the joy of teeth.... About a year or so I had a tooth break and I still haven't been able to have it pulled or fixed, Even with insurance It cost too damn much to go to a Dentist. The joy of Pain medicine, I will have to do something before too long I don't know how much more I can take of this!!!!

I'm such a Slacker!

Well I haven't been very good about keeping up with my blog but I will try and do better. We haven't had anymore snow yet but it has been very cold and Wet..
This has been the strangest weather this year. I got to talk to my mom tonight she called me at work it's been a while since we've spoken to each other, I really enjoy it when we can talk and rem-anise about things I am so blessed to have a mom like her. Not only is she a strong person but she is beautiful as well. I have super parents and feel very blessed to have them. I can only hope to be as good a mom as she was too me to my boys. I love you Mom!!!
{ and you too Dad!! } :) :) :) :)

Wow Snow In Texas~~~~~~~

Snow In Texas A Record amount!!!

What a nasty mess!!!! IT has snowed all day and Tim and I just came back in from shaking snow off of the Trees so they don't break from the weight. I had to closed the store before I even got to open today and call all employees to not come in. Hopefully we will be able to open tomorrow...
If I do I won't open till 11 am or so when the sun has come out and melted the snow the only thing is when the sun goes down again it will get icy again..... I'll just have to see and play it by ear~~~~~~

Oh my aching feet!!

Not only do I hurt today all over my right foot has been giving me fits all day! I feel like I have a bone growing out the back of my heal! And by the end of the night I was limping around Walmart after work today! I am afraid that it might be a bone spur and will have to have something done to the foot to correct the problem. If it keeps hurting I will contact my Doctor and see what he says.
I can not afford this! Why am I falling apart?